Mental trauma from being hit as a child.

I think our childhood experience does affect us as adults, whether it was good or bad. It must do, surely?

That doesn't mean we can't overcome mistreatment or abuse, although sometimes, in extreme cases, it must be very difficult.

That includes the different kinds of abuse.

I don't believe that abusive upbringings need to make any difference to the adult. We are all capable of getting over it.

My mother smacked us when we were young. It certainly didn't make me a better person and it did cause harm in terms of resentfullness and fear.

Melanie that would certainly be abusive behaviour today. Have you had any talking therapy to try and come to terms with it? That might lay some demons to rest.

My mother certainly didn't spare the rod. She needed very little excuse to lash out. She also drank which made her worse. My father never laid a finger on me.

Oh dear, reading these makes me feel very

I never had a smack as a child from my parents, although I did get hit with a ruler by a nasty headmistress.

Such sad stories, and so different from the way most of us raised our own children, hopefully. I once smacked my 2 year old son on his bare backside as he got out of the bathroom as we were rushed for time, I was pregnant and tired. No excuse whatsoever. He was shocked into silence, as was I. I have never, ever raised my hand to him again and run over that scene in my darkest hours. One thing that is guaranteed to flame my fire, is stupid, ignorant people who claim they were chastised as children and it 'never did them any harm'. Yes, it did. Hitting anyone is assault, and hitting someone you are supposed to love, care for and nurture is beyond belief. I know times were different, but they certainly were not necessarily better as these posters have bravely said. Katyk and melanie your best revenge for a dreadful childhood is to have grown up into the caring people you have become, and stopping the perpetuation of the cruelty you endured.

My father was a violent, abusive alcoholic. When I was 11 I started senior school which I hated. I was bullied badly because of my home life and the way I looked. An older girl persuaded me to play truant one day and my father found out and he beat me up quite badly. I had to have a week off school. Incidentally, he never cared less whether I went to school or not. The beating was because he was shown up by the school board man coming to the door.

If I was naughty or cheeky my mum would smack me on the palm of my hand with the back of a hairbrush. Quite calm really and accepted as par for the course.
If a really serious infraction Dad would send us to fetch a shoe and he would smack our bottoms with it. It really hurt him more than it hurt us. We used to bring the most awkward shoe for him to grip. We didn't resent it. It was obvious that he was just doing what he thought Dads should do. No anger or impulsivity. All understandable to us and not held against them. The silent treatment from mum however...

This makes me feel very sad Yes you were an abused child Melanie although I suppose it was fairly commonplace in those old dark days when even teachers were able to 'beat' you and the policeman would 'clip you round the ear'
I was lucky in childhood and had a gentle Dad and no one ever hit me, my only problem was as an only child living on a main road I was lonely and shy with no one to play with and didn't come out my shell until I was about 13 or 14 but as regards abuse I was very well looked after by Mum and Dad and my Nan and grandad who had me during the week as mum and dad worked 8 till 6 six days a week We never had much money but they were a caring family My heart goes out to you that you still have these unresolved issues that you can never really offload as your dad is long gone I think that as you had some good times with your dad you will have to concentrate on them and realise he probable raised you as he had been raised and for want of putting it any nicely he didn't really now any better

I used to get walloped by my mother just because I was there, I was a very shy child and can't recall being naughty. I was very clumsy and that used to annoy my parents.

Was I, in fact, an abused child?

So sorry to hear this. Of course he was wrong. It's never happened to me.
Poor little 3 year old girl. I'm sad for you.