Thank you all. I know from what I have read on GN that we all have our heartbreak and worries and this is a fantastic site for pouring out our worries. It really does help me to write to you and pour everything out. I have loads of photos of my darling daughter as she was growing up with her siblings and they are already in albums. I am keeping most of their toys that they played with when they stayed with me it just means packing them all up which I am reluctant to do yet as I want things to be just as they are in case a miracle happens and we see them again soon. Looking at their photos on the wall, school ones in frames and ones my daughter put together with nan and grandad on the frames are now heartbreaking to see. It has now been 15 months since my daughter passed away and I still feel I haven't started to grieve for her as I am still grieving for my GC I wonder what they are doing all the time. Is he paying them attention? Are they going to their school fair? It will soon be sports day will he even turn up to watch them.?We always did. Every sports day every nativity play, every book club, every time the school held some charity event we would be there supporting them. He was rarely there. Even though he wasn't at work. Are they ill? Is he aware when they are under the weather. Is he giving them loads of cuddles? Its driving me mad having no contact, and not seeing them. I just have to trust he is doing all these things. Thank you so much if you are reading this post its good to know you are there.
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