I have just come in from the garden, having spent a couple of hours indoors sorting out more things of my husband 's for the S.A. That made me sad, and I needed to be out inn the air for a time, my husband died 3 months ago, and it has been a roller coaster of emotions because I loved him so much, and paid little attention to his funeral, and wished I could have done better, but quite suddenly for no reason at all, whilst I was sitting in the sun, I could hear him singing "Oh! you'll never go to heaven on roller skates", can't remember the rest, but to see him sitting with "our crowd", slapping his knees and laughing made me happy and sad at the same time. All the cards we received when he died, said what a Happy Man he was, he certainly made me happy and I hope I shall always be able to conjure up a happy incident that will help with the tears, but like everyone else, just wish he was here, to share, although he was very poorly and tired, incapable of singing anything. Oh dear!