Thinking of you. I hope you have the support and love of family and friends as I was lucky to have when we had my husband's funeral on April 30th.
We all cope in our own different ways. If you want to sob your heart out, do it. Whatever helps you deal with your grief, go with it.
Very gradually, you will adjust to your new life. Too early for me yet. I cry most days but get on with my life as my husband wanted me to so to honour his memory, that's what I'm trying to do.
I go out with friends, have recommenced my volunteering. I also talk to him every day. It gives me a feeling of normality especially at night.
I hope all goes smoothly today.
Feel free to pm me if you need to rant!
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