The rest of my life….

Lovely words

I remember saying to my son a couple of years after his dad died how long did you think grief will last he said probably 20 years . Getting ever closer to 21 years since my darling man died and the grief has gotten worse just learnt to cope but it can still overwhelm me so I have a good cry . I still think have to tell N about what happened. But then remember he can't answer me but still tell him as I still talk out loud to him everyday.

Had my youngest grandson on Saturday for 3 hours . After he washed before putting his pjs on he ran around naked with my hobbling after him . He will be 4 in a couple of weeks . But it made me smile as a picture of my husband naked apart from his socks jumping on our bed popped into my head Nothing worse than a grown man just in his socks . Funny enough when he was terminal his feet where the only part of him that wasn't freezing cold all the time .
Hope some remember the silly things our other halves did that drove us mad but still made us smile or laugh. 💐

Yes Doodle, it really is hard. I’m mid two year anniversaries and finding the theory about how challenging this particular anniversary can be, is correct. I still wake with first thoughts about his absence. I’m blessed with family and friends so can’t say I’m lonely but I am alone. I miss the living companionship, so many shared as well as separate interests. I can’t imagine a time when I don’t miss him as I try to build a good life (when i. Truth I preferred my old one)

Doodle - a gentle hand hold

My thoughts are with all of you who have suffered this devastating loss 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
71 now and unfortunately, I have never found a love like that so not to be….

I’m sitting here in tears now. Just been looking at. Photo of my beloved and I miss him so much. His beautiful face and smile just for me. So hard isn’t it. 🌺

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So sad for all of us who have loved and lost. 💐 and thanks for those lovely words maw

Dear Rosiesmaw, I so relate to this. My husband was amazing and wonderful. Your post made me cry!

lots of love x

to all those on GN who have experienced the loss of a much loved person

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Maw much love x

Maw beautiful words 7 years and I bet you haven't found your grief has eased . But the love you shared is as strong as ever and loving and being so loved by the one person who completed you is so special. As I had said many times grief is the heavy price we pay for such love . But we are the lucky ones we found the other half of ourselves. Some people live their whole lives and never have that .

I hope you can think of all the love you shared and all the daft things he did and even though you will most likely shed a few tears thinking about him will make you smile . 💐

Beautiful words. Sending you a hug.

Such touching words. 💐

Loving thoughts with you Maw and your family

💐😰xx

so touching

My thoughts are with you, Maw.