Well, it's all over for another year as my mum used to say. I had what you may call an alternative Christmas this year. I did try to have a lie in but woke up at 6am and that was it, what a long day. I tried my best to have a "normal" day, just a simple meal cooked in the air fryer, and I listened to music on Youtube nearly all day, not Christmas music, I had Meatloaf and Queen and Irish music blaring out (my neighbours were away) It did help but I couldn't help thinking about what I was doing with my husband this time last year and then the tears came. I wanted to be on my own though, to be honest needed that time to reflect, I do feel a sense of relief now it is over. Anyway I am going on my Twixmas Break tomorrow until Monday, bit nervous but I know I need to do it I have to get out of this rut I am in. If it works out I will consider it for Christmas period next year.
