I absolutely love this book and felt it introduced me into the world of an artist in a very vivid way, enabling me to appreciate paintings just by her description and the struggles of everyday life in the 60's and the Jewish culture. Juliet showed her true self as a female and not just as a mother constricted by her religion and the life and behaviour that was expected of her. The expectations that to have any respectability she must adhere to rules of living made impossible by the non-conformance of a missing husband. Her persistance in proving her worth and living her life true to herself regardless of condemnation, whilst trying not to hurt or further damage the ones she loved.Accepting the consequences of anothers behaviour whom you have no control over and expected to show remorse for the rest of your life, is not an easy path to walk.
The world of an artist is self-absorbing and all consuming, with a passion that blinds oneself in a world of ones own. She evolved into this world and found her true self; a success, of value, needed, wanted, revered instead of the blacklisted failure who's husband had left in her limbo. I disagree that she was irresponsible with her children, remember it is 1960's, we had different parenting techniques in that era. How many people used to leave their children alone in a Pontins/Butlins chalet with the so called 'Minding service' where 'strange men' you had never met called 'security' walked around the holiday park and perhaps checked at half hour intervals and if children were heard crying made an announcement over a tannoy for you to return to the chalet?? I did this many times in the 1980's never mind 60's, but now it horrifies me and I wouldn't do it under any circumstances. It was widely accepted as safe parenting then and to be honest I would have thought the children were safer in the woods where nobody passed by,
than a holiday camp where unsavioury people could monitor which chalets had vunerable children alone and they had half an hour to do their worst and as long as they made sure the children didn't make a noise they wouldn't get caught...the things I have learned with age
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Most books I tend to scan read if the sentence or sometimes paragraph has boring, bland writing to pad the story out , but I read every word of this book, slowly and savoured each sentence it was so absorbing with things to reflect on.It was a book I did not want to end.....