Hello petallus and littleflo, it is good to know there are others out there even if you weren't on line when I was. Managed to get to sleep at 5am, before alarm went at 7. petallus I hope you are feeling less anxious, and managed to do something today that was worthwhile and kept you busy mentally. littleflo I definitely could have done with the tea you kindly offered, but I think my jaw was so tense with anxiety that I wouldn't have been able to swallow. Maybe I will invest in a relaxation tape, or an app. I am thinking of trying mindfulness - is it worth while?