I held back for a bit again as things are still not right here. DBH is much better, DS also, DD's tumour results will be back next week and the suspense is killing me... But then late last night, just as I was feeling great after having done an amazing concert, I opened an email from a sister telling me that our mother has managed to break her back again, in two places. This morning, another sister, then the last. I've had to ask them to hold the fort until I can cope with it all mentally, at least until after DD's results come through.
On the plus side, we had our first family day out today for over a month, visiting a lovely garden, buying lots of plants and eating out. It was lovely to hear DBH laughing again. Maybe I can face phoning my stepfather tomorrow. He told me nothing at all when I emailed him, she doesn't want us going down and fussing but he isn't coping well. Parents, eh...