Sad reflextion

My Mum was 38 when I was born (I'm the youngest of five) and she lived to be 97, long enough to see my sons grown up and married. Sadly she died 4 weeks before my first grandchild was born. At least she saw very good pictures of the baby in the womb, (you could clearly see her face!) and knew what she her name would be

Bellanonna another 78 year old here and I feel so blessed that " life " started early for me. 2 children at 20/23 which means that my two D's are in their 50's with one D having had 2 children and the other had 3. 4 of my GC are in their 30's and the youngest in her 20's.
One of my GD's has produced 7 children ( my GGC ) the eldest being twins @ 12 years old and the youngest is 2.
My 3 GC in Oz haven't produced any children as yet and they're the ones I won't obviously see, but I tell myself that many children don't even have a nanna let alone a great-nanna !

I remain focussed on keeping my mind and body alert and I'm interested in many subjects which enables me to pass on my knowledge to my GGC . Fortunately I've been a fit individual,had a job that I'd loved which kept me very active for years.

Soooo much has gone on throughout my life which I've battled through but it has all made me the person I am today. Yes I have moments of thinking about my own mortality but they're quickly dispelled when I think of the many others whose lives have suddenly come to an end without the privileges of many children around them.

Make the most of life and what you have as there are thousands of others who are without.

I have four grandchildren, one of 19 and 3 under 5. We have had a lot of time with the older one, and just occasionally I do feel sad that I might not see the youngest married. My children did not have their grandmothers as they were small when both died the same year. Dh and I enjoy all the time we spend with the little ones. I do struggle with the dreaded sleepovers though??

I had my first child at 22 and hoped that I would be a grandmother at an age when I would have boundless energy. Me eldest never had children, I had to wait until the youngest got married in his thirties and even later before having children.
I have seen the eldest reach 13 and that pleases me as I have aready had a near miss with the grim reaper.

At 71 your average life expectancy is now 88 - that is 17 years from now, so you are likely to still be around when your grandson is 28.

Forget all that "Threescore years and ten" stuff. You are NOT destined to kick the bucket at any moment. Cheer up and enjoy life.

But you wont know you are missing it will you? You will not be around. So, enjoy him while you can and be thankful for the relationship you have.

At 78, I intend to be around when my youngest GS, 11 this week, is grown up. He's already a big strong lad but there's a long way to go. My senior GC is 26 and definitely grown up. I miss the girl she was but am proud of the woman she is. Don't despair, Lindaa4, unless there is some reason you're not revealing. The country has more centenarians than ever and it's a fair bet that some of us gransnetters will reach that landmark. Who knows?

This quote from Ellenvannin has hit home for me. I think of the many others whose lives have suddenly come to an end without the privileges of many children around them.

My good friend died a couple of months ago after a sudden, devastating illness that no one outside the health professions has ever heard of. She was 64yo, full of vim and vigour, and looking forward to her two children hopefully having children in the near future. All that was wiped out in a matter of five days.

We are indeed fortunate to get at least a glimpse into the future.

Even if your very unlucky 11 is old enough to remember you. I feel really privileged that I’ve lived long enough that even if I dropped dead now they’d remember me. All I want is that they know that they were loved. I hope my love and influence help to carry them through what ever life throws at them. I want them to smile when they think of me. If that happens I will consider that I had a life well lived.

morethan2 couldn't have put it better. My eldest 2 DGC are grown up and two others nearly there it has been a privilege to watch. I think what you are feeling Linda is natural but not to be dwelt on.

My parents didn’t have long lives, but both Grandmothers did, into their mid nineties with great grandchildren to take an interest in.So you never know.
In the end....it doesn’t matter, the main thing is that you managed to get your DC into adulthood, anything more is a bonus.
GN has a wide range of ages on it, but most are between 65 and 75 ( from what I read) we are lucky to have made it so far, just enjoy older age and don’t fight it or dwell on the fact that most of our lives are behind us, at least we had it!

I had my DD (only child) at 20. I felt I was too young when I became a gran at 50 (I was wrong). I feel lucky now that we have seen DGD go of to university this year and hope to be around for a bit longer.

DF and several of his siblings lived well into their 90s - and in their right minds. I am 75 and in excellent health and DGC are 8 & 11 so I am hoping I will live to see them through university and into careers, although, as we are also a family who for several generations have been late marriers and child producers, I do not expect to see any GGC

My mum died aged 93 and my DMIL is still with us aged 87 so I think you are being slightly pessimistic Linda