Granny23 I am sorry for your sadness and hurt. It must be hard when others are being jolly and you are in pain.
Christmas a year ago was not a good time for me. Others being miserable and sad did not help me. We all have our times of sorrow and pain. I hope you find some comfort on GN. There are many who have lost their loved ones and several bereavement threads. I hope you can find one to join where you can get support from others who know your pain.
Take care.
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