I don't mean the usual stuff, like a healthy family or so on.... Someone watched me write, and said she had always wanted to be left handed. She wasn't sure why, she just did.
From a very young age I’ve always wanted these things: Confidence. Hurtful comments about my height didn’t help. Size 7 feet please. With being tall, I’ve ended up with size 9s ? If there’s such a thing as pretty toes I’d like some please. I’ve long, ugly toes. ? Own and ride a 800cc or above motor bike. Never enough money and now too wobbly. Been on the back of a few though. In the 60’s my father and a boyfriend had one. Play the guitar ?. Tried so many times
Curly fair hair like my mother. And a nose which turns up at the end. I used to lie in bed pressing my finger at the bottom of my nose hoping it would do the trick. It never worked.
I always wanted a gypsy caravan for the garden. Now I can afford it, I no longer have the big garden for it ….. I’m now thinking more of a mobile home on wheels and becoming a fair weather ‘grey nomad’ and discovering my own country in my dotage ?
I have always wanted to be able to sing in good voice and enjoyably for listeners. Have also always wanted to be able to draw - and have other people (and myself)recognise what I have drawn.
A normal, quiet life: 2.5 children, attentive husband, no health issues. ? To be able to fly around the dance floor like my dear Pa used to -any type of dance really... A soft top convertible - but now, with GC, that idea has flown out of the window. To play the saxophone.
A detached house with modern looking front and love those gravel drives, also lovely views from the rear patio window and a terrace with manicured garden. I would have to have that fenced off so my dogs did not wander into the garden next door. On my front gravel drive is parked my shiny black rolls royce for when I am going anywhere. These would be my first things to get myself when my lottery ticket wins.
As a child I wanted to have a sister and also wanted curly hair. Later I wanted a perfect figure with no need to watch what I ate. Now I am satisfied with what I have - a good husband and family, and I like where we live.