Philippa111
I get up around 9'ish and throw on something then have breakfast, do some chores, catch up on any business stuff...phone calls , online stuff and then generally faff about , more coffee and sometimes a bit more faffing. I have a shower around 11-12. Then I can do 'outside' things or have people over. I try to leave the time for myself until 2pm. It's my time and my life and I can do what I want but it is sometimes hard to not feel I should be achieving more. What this 'more' actually is I have no idea? I think it probably relates way back to childhood when I was bullied by my mother and told I was lazy!! Actually I was always a bit of a dreamer with an excellent imagination and my mother saw this as unfit for life!!
You sound a lot like me! I too, spend hours faffing about in the mornings, and I am seldom ready to leave the house before 2 pm. I am easily sidetracked, and can spent ages going down rabbit holes on the internet. I am very happy in my retirement, because I am finally "allowed" to take it easy, doing what I want, when I want, with nobody around any more to accuse me of being 'lazy', just because I am a bit of a dreamer, and operate at a slow, relaxed pace.