Should i go back?

If it were me, I think I would not go.

Perhaps try and join something where you are now living.

You might let one of the members that you know that you are thinking of coming, so they can introduce you to new members. I might attend for an occasional get together, but Calendargirl is right in that you should look for something nearby to join.

I agree with Calendargirl. You just need to be brave and go to your local church to see whether they have a group. What about WI?

What calendargirl said.

Move on and establish yourself with a new group.

Go the once and see how you feel?
Not much to lose. And plenty to gain if it does work out.

I think I would probably not go back. You have good memories of how it used to be, and it would be a shame if those memories were spoiled.

Try it to see what you think first. No pressure to go again.

The past is a foreign country.
They do things differently there.
L.P. Hartley.
Let it go.