Oh I do hope you’ll feel better soon Maw, as Grannygravy says, we do all have down days and those horrible feelings of loneliness, whether we have friends and family close by or further afield, whether we have a partner or not, whether we have children or not. I suppose, in my clumsy way, I’m trying to say it’s normal to have the feelings you have right now, but that I hope you will soon feel less alone and empty.
I do hope you’ll pop onto the GM thread occasionally. I suppose it can seem as if people are full of busyness when reading some of the posts, but my guess is that those posters, too, sometimes feel lonely and/or a bit empty.
I don’t post on the GM thread as often as I used to (almost every day at one time) because I sometimes don’t feel as if I’ve got anything of interest to post, or that I’m doing anything particularly interesting to share, but on the other hand an occasional good morning lets folks know I’m still there, and that’s all it might be sometimes - just “good morning” 😁.
I wouldn’t be so presumptive to tell you to give your head a shake or count your blessings - whatever blessings we have doesn’t mean that we can’t have days when we just feel down and lonely.
Sending you a hug 🤗 and some 💐.