Good morning everyone from south Manchester. Thank you to all for thinking of us these past weeks, your kindnesses and good wishes. Sadly, we received the most devastating news. Himself’s scans showed huge cancer growth. The chemotherapy hadn’t been working so it was stopped. Our whole little family cried tears of anguish.
Then on Thursday the GP did a home visit. He spiked a temperature of 39.9°C so she rang the crisis line at Christie’s. An ambulance was dispatched immediately and we were blue lighted to the hospital. He was put in an isolation ward, given iv Mero antibiotic, fluids, two blood transfusions. His blood pressure was dangerously low. I was beyond agitated and scared.
Yesterday most thankfully he had stabilised and was moved to a general ward where he will remain for several more days. Our sorrow at the whole situation knows no bounds.
When I cried, Himself squeezed my hand. He’d been advised to put some of his affairs in order. I just told him I’d be so very sorrowful without him. He said “In time, I will take all this sorrow with me and leave you with the joy of living”.
I’m crying again, thinking how much I love him. x