Morning Mick and all GN's on a still damp looking and cold morning in North Yorkshire. I just cannot add Good to anything today yet. I shall have to wait for Bach and coffee to hopefully cheer me a little and get me started in a better mood. I am close to both tears and the wish to throw something through the window and scream this morning. Last night was yet another horror, with very little sleep, even though I feel exhausted, and two lots of wretched cramp to add to it, so that at about 5am was sat on the side of the bed , cold and miserable ,trying not to yell out and disturb neighbours, but darent even try to get to the kitchen and make a drink. So now finally I am up dressed, with much effort and being careful how I moved. My leg is very tight and jumping and it only takes one false move and it will start again. My hair though clean looks as though I have been pulled backwards through a hedge and I look very weary.
As today I wanted to be bright and at my best it is not a good start! I have very cautiously managed to get the bedding off and it is now in the washer and started, but whether I will be able to put it out is another matter. So this is not a good start to the morning, when I need to
1. Think of what to wear to be appropriate for a meeting at about 1030, where the councillor who will be there, will no doubt groan inwardly as she sees me bearing down on her, in a polite but determined manner to lobby yet again about the long term and short term problems caused by the awful pot holes on every road and path in the town. There is to be a talk about cyber safety, which I really want to listen to and get up to date on stuff. But
2. I also must watch the time and get off by about 1130am to go to the other womens group meeting. So annoying that they are always on at the same time! We are having a jacobs join sort of thing where the plan is to take something we like making or are good at, or is a very easy thing to make, and also take the recipes, to share. We are also taking things for our hampers, and I must remember to at least take some unused spare make up for one of them, and my very best Bonne Maman jam for the food one. In the meantime the cleaner will be coming, so in case I am not back before she comes I need to send her an email about what is the most important today. As you see, I needed to be at my best , not worst, to get through this day. Oh well Bach should be on shortly and fingers crossed it is something I like in particular, preferably not organ music today. I could do with some Brandenburg to lift the spirits!!
Well not the Brandenburg but a lovely cantata sung well and definitely a spirit lifter for me today. A bit lighter today and hope that I dont get caught in a promised shower this morning, as the only way I am going to be able to get to both meetings is to use the yellow peril , so that I can take it into the library and not have the hassle of trying to park the car, which no doubt today would be a hassle! Well lucky for the councillor and anyone else who crosses my path today that the glorious J S Bach has cheered me. I would of course be polite and not swear or anything, but in the way people think of the avatar things or what you look like inside, in this mood I become a terrier, which will not let go, no matter how they try to ignore or avoid dealing with the problems. So, hope they have had a good breakfast, I shall have my boring weetabix, which makes sure I have some milk, but then my lovely coffee and a slice of a great bread that is a little treat for me, with cranberry, nuts and fruit in it. The nearest thing to cake I should have being diabetic, but a good cheerer of the day!!
Yesterday I managed to get some bits of shopping I needed, and milk and bread which I was nearly out of, struggling with my back most of the morning and of course knees complaining at poor walking posture. I went to cafe nero, partly as a treat to enjoy some coffee in a comfortable seat and check emails etc whilst I was there. The pavements were so bad that my back was hurting so much that I couldnt face driving home for a while. Went to look in yet another new charity shop just opened in aid of the dogs home etc, Didnt find anything I wanted, but said hallo to the new people there, and also spoke to a lady sorting things, and asked her to watch out for Eurogames, a peppermill and books by an author she didnt have out. So made myself known and at least I was also able to send a message to a friend charlotte as they were looking for two staff members and as they look to be full time, thought she might be interested. How great if she applied for the job and got it , I would have my own sorter there who could let me know if anything I would like comes in. Good for the charity and good for me! well shall just see how that pans out.
I was so weary and too much pain to be able to go down and watch the bonfire and the fireworks, but luckily where I live, I was able to take my folding chair out, put my big coat on and sit and watch all the lovely starbursts etc from my own home. Enjoyed them, but a little sad that there was no one else enjoying them here to share them with. Never mind they were worth watching, and I never tire of good fireworks, but missed having any sparklers to write my name in the sky with.
So I had better start getting things sorted out and will have to wet my hair and blow dry it again as it looks so odd and onesided. Not the organised and determined person I want to look this morning. Gird up the loins for discussion, and if needs be battle. If I dont get any joy this morning, my next plan is to either just go to a council meeting myself, or if possible thought I might get everyone I speak to re the roads , who are also fed up with it all, to take a photo of the worst bit near their homes and then we can all go en masse to show how much of the town is not fit for purpose and stopping people being able to go out and about. Perhaps if they can see how many people can tell them how much they are missing and how much worse it will become in winter , maybe they will see the light. If not I shall be showing a light in the local paper and possibly on local radio. I have given them weeks to do something and am now sick of excuses and waffle. Something needs sorting and that can not only be my goal for this month but if necessary it will become my New Years Resolution to get something done, and they will be sick of the sight of me before long. Fair warning has been given!! Boudicea has nothing on me! May not have the chariot with knives at the side, but the yellow peril will be my chosen transport and the sight of it should strike , if not terror, then sighs of knowing what is coming , and if in no other way , wear them down so that they DO something!! Well there has been a lot of music I like on this morning, so thankyou radio 3 for cheering my day as always.
Mick, hope you have a good day and meet friends and miss the rain. Bellasnana, very pretty nails. I admire lots of well done and well looked after nails, but dont join the throng as I am a gardener and my thing is to keep my nails reasonably short and clean, and dont think sticking my hands in the soil will improve them. Well done GrandMattie. You have got Teflon man on your side at last, but although he says he cant do things due to the rules he has to work by, you can smile sweetly and say you understand, but that it wont stop your group contacting people like age concern, citizens advice etc etc and then onto the local papers to explain what is , or rather is not happening. Bad publicity is something they will want to avoid, despite deserving it, so that gives you another weapon in your armoury!! Yes I knew about the dogs and the medical check things. did you know that they can also recognise cancer and other illness in people, because I presume of a slight change in their normal smell. So if your dog starts to behave in this way, sitting looking at you etc in an unusual way it could be worth checking up on your health. We really do not recognise just how marvellous their sense of smell is, but now search and rescue dogs and people watching crufts where they had dogs finding their owners handkerchief from a circle of different ones , all contribute to seeing what marvellous things they are able to do. Karmalady you seem to have struck lucky finding a reputable garage to move to. sounds as though the car would be best for your trip to Wells, giving it a run out before the winter weather sets in, and also gets you there in a better time. So glad that the boiler situation is sorted for you and so you face winter in a better way now. Susan56 Hope today is less hectic for you. Very good news about sorting out the Facetime with your mum. It is of course not as good as being able to be there in person, but is a great way to keep in touch and up to date with how things are going, and hopefully give you more peace of mind to be aware of how she is etc.
Well hope everyone has a good day and as mine is at last improving slightly , hope that it is a good sign for us all to enjoy the day. Be kind to yourself (I need to read that myself!) and perhaps today is the day to get in touch with a friend or relative you havent heard from for a while? Happy day everyone