Good morning Mick and all GN's on a dark still morning in North Yorkshire, but I can see the outline of the tree so a little progress to lighter mornings to cheer the day.
Another mixed night, sleeping in patches and waking with pain or needing the bathroom, so I am now croaking and coughing and sneezing again. Hope that is going to ease off as this afternoon I am meant to be recording an interview about the car scheme!
Yesterday was a mixed day of results. I was struggling so much to walk about that I only just got to the Makaton meeting in time. Most of the group were there, and I checked with the tutor that she was happy for me to stay and hopefully keep learning and practising, although I wouldnt be able to get my certificate as I had missed the previous lesson. She was fine about it , but of course I found it quite difficult as I had missed the previous week and the other people had learned more signs and had progressed to being able to sign simple sentences without referring to the book, whereas I was finding it extremely frustrating, between not understanding some of the new signs and taking ages to look up things I wasnt sure of.
In the beginning it was getting so bad that I was feeling I had made a bad choice to go to the meeting, and could feel the tension rising in my body, which as we were not speaking at all, was making things worse. We were given small strips of laminated paper with a sentence in signs shown on it. With a partner we had to sign this to the other person and they had to write the sentence down on their paper and then we would change round. There were 4 different sentences to go through and the first two were so difficult and infuriating for me, but thankfully the last two I was able to understand and interpret quite quickly which was a relief and calming.
It was a little sad when it all came to an end and the others were receiving their certificates and being told about further classes they might go on to. However my actual main reasons for going were definitely worth doing. I wanted to show the tutor that I was very keen to carry on learning, and hope that she would be reminded of me if anyone else dropped out of a course and I could start again soon. Also wanted to check what I had already learnt was being done correctly, and that I hadnt begun to make mistakes that would be hard to correct later and lastly to speak to other classmates and wish them well.
So that all went to plan and actually I then went for a coffee with another classmate. She has no car at the moment, and so she came with me (at slower than snail pace!) to my car and we went off to Nero's where it was reasonably quiet and we were able to have a peaceful time enjoying our coffee, doing a little signing, and planning to meet up to try and do a few minutes signing to keep up with practising, besides the pleasure of hopefully managing to go out together to a garden or the coast sometime soon.
So then I got a little shopping and home where I felt absolutely shattered and was glad I had the curry already made and ready to eat. Did a few necessary jobs, but it had been a somewhat draining day and I just did the minimum and was glad to get to bed and hope for a good night . Huh!!
So today it is catching up with jobs left last night. trying to do something with my hair , which has decided to do the pulled through a hedge backwards routine today, and checking on the time for the meeting this afternoon. Hopefully I shall sound a little less croaky by the time I have had some soothing drinks etc. It is the games night tonight and of course it is pancake day today. I didnt even think about it yesterday, and I used to be the pancake queen!
I still have my special pancake pan which has travelled world wide with me. When I lived in Portugal I remember giving a great pancake party, where I had got beautiful lemons and oranges from the Algarve. Made up 3lbs of batter and had a large table with selections of savoury and sweet offerings, and spent a very long time in a kitchen with two doors, where people came through and I tossed their pancake for them and they went off and filled it with whatever they liked. Great pancake races at school as both a parent when my son was little and as a teacher too. There are various races and happenings going on around here but this year I am afraid I shant be watching or running . Oh well hope the day stays at least dry for them all. So a slow morning is all that is planned, but hope to leave things a bit tidier. The way I feel at the moment dont think I shall attempt to go to the games either tonight.
Hope you get back in good time to watch your cycling Mick. You had a good day yesterday GrandMattie and fingers crossed that your lady stays on as manager and can cross swords with Teflon man on your behalf and get some things sorted.Pantglas I am so sorry you are having such a tough time, and hope things can improve for you soon. Grandmabatty you are entitled to feel fed up at times and taken for granted. We are human beings not robots and cannot be brilliant and all managing life at a high level all the time. I think that is one of the problems of both the tv and social media, that people show themselves only at their best and in positive situations, conning us all into thinking we are the only people in the world having a bad day or a victor meldrew moment!! It will be good for the family to remind them that they need to provide you with support for a change sometimes and that they are very lucky to have your help and they should not be taking you for granted. I think a day of suiting yourself and a treat or two is definitely in order!
Well in keeping with the day hope everyone does well with their pancakes and gives themselves something good to eat and some pleasure of some description on this shrove tuesday, before Lent begins. Have the best day you can