I'm in bits ,we lost my OH's uncle last night ,OH's mum is so upset because she couldn't visit him and wont be at the funeral,only his children their partners and his GC will be there .All made much harder for her because she cant have us or her daughter there with her.
As I put down the phone from the call my daughter called me to tell me her ex's new wife and their 5 year old have the virus,new wife is a carer .Despite all the horrible treatment my daughter had from him they have stayed on good terms for their childrens sake and his daughter ,my grandaughter ,is scared for her little half sister .I wonder where or when this will end ,its tearing us apart not being available for the family who need us .Tonights clapping set me off and I've only just stopped crying ,I have to hope tomorrow will be a better day