At the weekend I had a second episode of epigastric pain followed by complete collapse: unconscious for 20 mins+, blood pressure barely detectable, grey. clammy etc. - basically in shock. I managed to call to OH before I lost consciousness and came round later to find a paramedic hanging a fluid bag from the lampshade over my head. They were trying to push my BP up by running some fluids in very fast. Eventually they succeeded and carted me off to A&E. I do not know what would have happened if I had not been able to alert OH - I guess I would quietly have faded away.
This is the second identical episode - the other happened several months ago. I was not too worried the first time - just thought it was "one of those things", but for it to happen twice is starting to make me worried. It is deeply unpleasant and very scary.
I lay on a trolley in A&E for 6 hours, then a doc came and told me I could go home - he did not even examine me. By then I was fully with it and out of pain. So home I came. All well for a few days, then I seem to have some sort of delayed reaction - I have gone into wimp mode and am a bit weepy and just very worried. OH is not fit and not able to rush round if anything happens to me.
I spoke to GP on phone just now and have been able to make an appointment for Thursday. She suggested I where my OH's alarm pendant as an extra protection; but the paramedics would need to get here pretty quickly to be of any use if it happens again. No-one seems to have any idea what is going on.
I am just plain scared - it is not an ordinary faint (no giddiness etc) - I just have this sinking feeling in my stomach and lose consciousness. She suggested postural hypotension, but it is not that as it happens when I am lying down, not when I stand up; and the lack of BP is profound and does not resolve by itself.
I just need a bit of a hand hold as I am feeling a bit emotionally wobbly - I can't die yet - who will look after OH?
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