So sorry you are in such pain bopeep. Constant pain brings you down and the usual form of helping mental health problems (getting going out and walking) is not an option for you.
Have you tried any of the online CBT courses for helping with the mental health part of your problem also meditation can help distract from the pain itself sometime.
Hope your son comes back into contact with you and lessens that worry.
Book Title by Their Authors (Parlour Game)
Adult kids staying and not contributing.
I feel like I lack basic general knowledge
how are schools handling students who memorize books but can't actually decode


distract yourself with calls to friends and have them come and visit you, if you are housebound.