I just want to cry, but what good would that do? Only frightened the children.
I was with her all day we took the children swimming, her and me watched and chatted about Christmas and my builders, about them bringing the children over for dinner and birthday cake for grandads 65th birthday. We took the children to McDonald’s then bowling. I never hugged her goodbye, we normally do, I just waved and said see you wendsday. I got a phone call around 7 saying she’d suddenly had a seizure and didn’t recognise anyone not our eldest granddaughter, not my son. Her parents came quickly but she didn’t know them. She blue lighted to our hospital but hasn’t come round. She’s defied this illness before I’m hoping against hope that she does it again. My son phoned his brother and sobbed he wasn’t ready to loose her. I’m so glad they are so close. He’s phoned me and I can hear the despair but he’s less open with me. I don’t know how to comfort him apart from reassuring him that I’m here with the children as long as needed and sending my love to him and her family what can I do.