Shysal, hope you stick with it and get the right level of Methotrexate sorted. I've had RA since I was 29 and struggled with constant pain and morning stiffness for 7years until a consultant suggested the second line drug Methotrexate. I didn't want to try it initially if only because it would been accepting that I had got force. But at the time my children were 6 and 4 so I had to try to keep as mobile as possible for them. 25 years later I still take it. Unfortunately it couldn't reverse the damage already done to my joints(if only I'd stumbled across this consultant earlier) but the early morning stiffness went and finally I understood what they meant by flare ups. I now had them rather than constant pain everywhere. Methotrexate for me was a life saver. Eventually I was able to return to full time work. Ok I did decide in 2017 to take early retirement mainly because of feeling exhausted at the end of the week and no longer being able to stand on the bus commute but without taking methotrexate I hate to think what life could have been like.
Bereavement wipes out everything
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