Tillytrotter what are you doing ?
The doctors don't recall you for their health !
I understand you are scared of what they might say , but making excuses won't win the day
I was in perfect health , no lumps, bumps, pain of any nature so didn't respond to a routine mammogram - at first - my lovely dear daughter marched me down for a mammogram....they found a 2 centimetres lump ...invisible to the eye or touch hidden inside my breast - which was cancerous .and after various treatments, admittedly some not pleasant, I had a total recovery ......that was in 2002.... if I hadn't gone I wouldn't have known my 4 gorgeous grandsons, or responded to your gransnet post .
Please,please,please go if only for peace of mind ( which you clearly haven't got or you wouldn't have posted this in the first place ) chin up , shoulders back and face your fears ...we are all with you