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Oh Joce how horrid, hope your day improves.

We seem to have quite a Welsh/Welsh lover contingent. I think we all enjoy those same voices wherever we came from. I've listened to Richard Burton's War of the Worlds lots of times.

Feeling unmotivated today and been doing a lot of procrastinating. I am so fortunate with my friends and family, getting increased phone calls and emails from people wanting to know we are OK. Need to go and do the full Pilates programme which DS has given me.

Enjoy your pets, the sunshine and your memories all.

Yes joce I have had a few and it is a horrid feeling. However, I was told, by a CPN, that panic attacks though unpleasant will not kill you and if you start feeling like that you should say to yourself “it’s just panic it will pass”. Hope you are feeling a bit better now.
annie that quote from your post was lovely. I don’t really read poetry much as for some reason it makes me sad. I have the same problem with music which helps so many but in my case often makes me feel maudlin. As a born worrier I have spent most of my life worrying about one thing or another and music often reminds me of a past fear. I must try and be more positive and try again. I thought that quote was so nice.
Take care all x

Gossamerbeyon1945 Sorry to hear about your husband. Communicate must be extremely difficult. Has he got a Makaton book?

www.makaton.org/

I was a Care Worker for 20 years and went to a lot of people who, for one reason or another, were unable to speak. The books/signs are very useful. I'm not sure how to post a link, but if you copy this address and search, you should be able to find out.

Hello to you all.

Anniebach, I think you are amazing. You have all your own problems, yet still, you stay cheerful. You give us all helpful advice xx

Nonnie, Joce345, LavenderzenDoodle*, everyone else, I hope you're managing to keep occupied during this lockdown. I'm lucky, I've been to work, but I'm now at home - husband is too, for months(?!) as his workplace has closed due to non-essential work/not able to keep to safe distancing. I've taken the curtains down in the front room, washed them, got them on the line. I'm washing windows, doing jobs I can't usually be bothered with!

Love to you all.

Hi all. X

Joyce so sorry you had a panic attack, they are stinkers but do not affect you physically, can do no physical damage.

As you woke and one came on it is rather the same as ‘flooding’ sometimes used for phobias. If I may compare?
You were sleeping, much anxiety in the home and country, so whilst sleeping you have relaxed mentally and physically, waking is rather like a shock .

When I try to walk the garden path , wide spaces, lot of sky, everything brighter, cars, people, this is a shock after being in
my living room, 4 walls and a ceiling, so shock.

When I next walk the path, allowing for wretched arthritis, I
have to tell myself , ‘been here before, it passed so this too
will pass, I know it will but it’s anxiety about having anxiety.

Doodle I love poetry, always have, Wish you could get from
it what I do. Try this one -

‘When I am sad and weary
When I think all hope as gone,
When I walk along High Holborn
I think of you with nothing on’. ?

SalsaQuuen how fantastic you understand some of the
problems Gossamer is coping with. X

Annie you always no how to cheer us.. thanks all, sadness just wont leave me today errrr..

What a day this is. My son in law who isn’t has had to close
down his firm. My brother thinks he will have to close his too
which means my other son in law will be off work.

Last week my elder granddaughter’s partner was laid off and
now she has been laid off.

My younger daughters husband is waiting to hear if he can’t fly back to work this month.

6 in one family!

Aww no my sons same.. SIL as well.. daughter working from home. Where will it all end... pray it’s soon for them all..

Salsa yes I am, I'm learning a new skill, its called procrastination . So far today I've done some home exercises, faffed around on my laptop and finished knitting a sock. Time for a break

SalsaQueen

Thank you very much for your helpful advice.

I honestly think he is a lost cause. He had speech therapy for 3 months and an online programme to help him. He now refuses to use either, so he is not helping himself.

I am a great fan of Makaton and I think it would help him, but if he doesn't want help there is nothing I can do. He is very stubborn - always has been. I deal with it by going out into the garden and having a "silent scream"

Love to all the great people on this thread.

I'm having an early night tonight.
I wanted to wish you all a peaceful evening and a good nights sleep free from worry and pain. Love to all xx

Joyce ok ? Don’t allow a set back, think how well you have
done , when you first posted and now , who then would have
thought Florida and meeting Donald Duck for me ? x

annie that was great I loved it ?. I might take another look at poetry. Not that it’s in the same class as classic poetry but I do like Pam Ayers. Have you seen the YouTube of her poem “They should have asked my husband?
Had a busy day today but not really achieved much. Still weekend tomorrow so official lazy day ?

Doodle I read Pam Ayres, Dorothy Parker - love her quotes.
Spike Milligan !

There are modern poets, doesn’t have to be Wordsworth etc,
what matters about poetry is what you get from it .

I am being boring again sorry x

Hi friends
Just a wee hello before I get ready to go to bed to read for a little while.
Made scones today so DH and I had scones with jam and cream this afternoon. I did wee bit housework and some laundry. Was going to go out a walk but apart from weather not being very nice and I just could not motivate myself I didn’t go.
Been feeling wee bit emotional and scared today.
Annie sorry to hear about your family and work worries. It’s awful when you can’t fix things for them.
Annie I do like your poems please keep them coming if you can.
Much love to all. Hope you manage a good night sleep.
Prayers for all xxxx

Gossamerbeynon1945 Your husband doesn't want to communicate at all? It must be a lonely and frustrating life for you. Does he have carers to help? Crossroads is a good organisation who can provide a carer to not only help with your husband's personal care but assist you with housework, shopping, etc. They will also sit with your husband if you want to go out (not that you can at the moment, but later on) if you waant to have your hair done/go to a cafe/meet a friend, whatever.

Annie thank you, yes Florida!! I will get there I am determined not to let this get to me..
Off to bed hope I get up ,no I will get up feeling better tomorrow.. and not at daft o’clock..
night all sleep well ?
Love hugs and prayers for all ??

Not being boring at all annie. I love your quotes and your extracts from the Bible. Please don’t stop ?
Sleep well all x

Flutterby1 Fri 27-Mar-20 21:19:31 good about the scones, I am planning on making cheese ones in a couple of days when family have eaten the raspberry buns I made a few days ago. Sorry you are having a wobble hope it doesn't last.

Just want to share about how I am feeling as a result of the current crisis: Not worried, just accepting I can do nothing more than already done. I understand that not everyone is able to choose the things they worry about, whether rational or not, just wanted to say this positive thing I feel. So far DH and I are not getting stir crazy

Morning all hope everyone is well and having a positive day..
I am feeling better today..
Nonnie I am thinking what I can do to keep it together haha.

joce glad you are feeling better.?
I hope whywhy is ok. She sounded very low on the GM thread.
nonnie I think being accepting of the current situation is a good place to be. There is little we can do about it other than to follow the rules and say a few prayers for those who are suffering.

Hi all x

I posted this morning, it isn’t here, hope iPad not having
problems.

Joyce you had a blip , much nicer that a set back x you will
get through it x

Yes Doodle and nonnie acceptance is important, rage is
a waste of energy x

flutterby hope today is better x

What is everyone doing in the evenings ? I do watch some tv.
Going to try and get ‘Poldark 1975/76’ on my tv , it’s on uTube,
tried the remake but the new Demelza isn’t for me .

Annie I have been doing my dolls house, a bit of sewing, got stuck had a go at quilting ( not vey got at it ) just cannot get the corners right. Any advice greatly appreciated..

Hello everyone x
Glad you're feeling better today Joce and keeping busy. I haven't any tips for quilting unfortunately.
I always enjoy the poetry Annie.
I had a walk with my little dog, it was sunshining and the birds were singing. The trees are starting to come into leaf.
Hope everyone has a peaceful evening and a good nights sleep.
Take care, stay safe xx

SalsaQueen No carers. He is physically ok, bit of a limp, cognitive issues and has lost periphiral vision. Still very stubborn and knows everything. Trying to get him to wash his hands properly is a huge task.

Had a wobble last night/early hours today. I had not heard from my daughter. She has visited every day since he had his stroke, and she has phoned every day since we have been socially isolating.

Happy to say she phoned this morning and explained she has worked afternoon shift till 10 o'clock and got in and fell asleep. (She is a nurse and a key worker)

What a relief I felt afterwards.

Love to all the very nice friendly empathetic people

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