O please help. This is the third time I have typed this and it keeps disappearbeford I finish and I can't cope anymore.
I have suffered from health anxiety for virtually all my life . Sometimes it is under control but sometimes it is explosive. Today it is volcanic. I am going for a chest xray in a few hours and I can't begin to explain my terror. I have had a cough since November and thought I should get it checked as this last week I have actually felt ill and fluey. Another doctor had also done a load of blood tests, I only wanted to know my cholesterol. Yesterday I saw@ very young doctor. She was very thorough and asked lots of questions, but gave no answers. Despite me telling her that I have HA. She has arranged for me to have a chest xray . It is today, but I think that is good fortune rather than anything else. She won't tell me my blood test results as another doctor is phoning me tomorrow with them, but she did say one of the " markers" is up (??!!!!!!!). I am now in a state of total panic. I am curled up in bed. I don't want to get up or do anything or go anywhere. I feel sick I am in a total sweat. My heart is pounding. My DH is away with work until tonight. My DD is living here.. she is WFH but doesn't know about the HA. I am sure I will be told I have Lung cancer am my cough has got so much worse over the last few days. I know you aren't medics but can anyone please help
Retiring and living frugally in money from downsizing after years of stress




