No. Not just you my friend. I was first diagnosed 45 years ago. Had treatment and it went away but years later showed up in a smear test. Had treatment and it went away and it reappeared about 5 years ago (when I was about your age) Had another colposcopy and nothing found but next smear tear still showing but no red flags so I have to have smear tests every three years until something changes, either it goes away or it needs treatment. My question is, if it goes away on its own and I no longer am called for smear tests, if it reoccurs I will not know! It's a strange system! It seems that if I wanted to have a mammogram once I no longer get called automatically, I can have one. If I wanted a smear test after I'm no longer called, I cannot have one. Seems the only way then is to go private. Seems a bit odd to me. It isn't always the case I know, but it is possible to see evidence of a problem in breasts ( I realise not always) but impossible to see if there's something wrong internally or even in the vaginal area, until there's blood or pain. Seems nuts.