Following the debacle about Philip Schofields "list" on the news last night, and out of sheer curiosity, I have to admit that I spent yesterday evening trawling the internet trying to find these so called names. I was staggered by what my search threw up and revelations that I came across, they almost seem too far fetched to be true, and whilst I can see that these accusations, maybe unsubstantiated, although some I came across seem to be able to corroborate their findings, they could easily be deemed as "trial by Twitter/internet" It nevertheless horrified me to think that if even a fraction of what I read is true. It makes the expenses scandal almost insignificant because that was only about money and this is a far more important issue, the abuse of vulnerable youngsters. I don't know what to believe anymore, I think the whole Jimmy Saville thing opened such a can of worms. Before the full extent of his history was revealed I, like many other viewed him as a slightly eccentric oddity, how he had everyone fooled. The fact that a lid seemed to be so tightly on his appalling practices and his name seems to be linked to so many care home/special school scandals it was as if he was acting as some glorified pimp for these shady, creepy high ranking figures to access children, it sounds almost Dickensian and horribly depraved. The sheer fact that obviously so many people knew about his shady goings on makes me wonder who we can trust and believe. It seems that some of these abuses have been going back many years and I imagine the perpetrators 30 to 40 years ago did not foresee there would be such mediums as the internet and Twitter which is very unforgiving in that there's no hiding place. I don't know whether it's a good or a bad thing and whether any sort of libel laws apply in the way they would if someone was wrongly accused in say a newspaper. If we go back to our own childhoods, particularly those of us who were brought up say Catholic we would never have believed the wholesale scale of abuse in that organisation and it's with all that in mind that makes me now question every hierarchy and institution there is given how such a mighty presence as the Catholic church manged to sweep so much under the carpet. I gather one of the main suspects has made a statement in which he seems to exonerate himself from the allegations, but I don't believe the man who spent some of his childhood in the North Wales home is making it all up, and when they did an investigation back in the 90s it seems it was all a whitewash. The Freemasons seem to be implicated in a lot of what I have read and they have always appeared to be a strange and questionable lot to me. I think the whole matter will run and run until the people who feel they have been so badly let down get some sort of justice.