I think it was so horrendous and for me it's still difficult to comprehend how a civilised European country could become so completely evil. Almost as if my mind can't quite take it in. After the war, my mother who had been widowed, was very keen on 'Peace and Reconciliation,' which led us to make contact with, and friends of, quite a number of German families, visiting each others country and so on. It opened my eyes to the fact that not all Germans were wicked, some resisted and paid a heavy price, others did what they could to support the persecuted. All felt enormous guilt about their country. Yes I shall light a candle today, it must never never happen again.