Just want to say again, a big "Thank you" everyone for the kind words,advice,suggestions,hugs,flowers and all
And no,I dont have sibllings (well,technically I do have half ones,but thats a long and very sad story) So no,theres not really anyone,never has been....
Havent been about,on here,as have crocked my back up (again)
so now Physio too-and instead of using my sticks only for balance,now also for propping me up
Which hurts my "bad" arm
So tired with everything,and fed up with hospital appointments....!
(our only joint "social life" )
(No,I tell a lie,we do both go to visit his mum in a care home.I love her,but that doesnt mean I would not also like some other kind of outing....)
Amongst other things,I'mnow looking forward to Cardiologists appointment plopping through the door,as an examination by (yet) another department found a heart murmer (I could tell them its really called "broken heart") so now of course they have to investigate that!!...
Honestly,by the time I have finished,Ill have been in all the different hospital departments!
And as I said,I crocked my back up again,(1 of the reasons I havent been back here)
All the more frustrating,as Im determined to get fitter.I will need to be as strong and fit as possible,in every way,if I am to find the strength Im going to need....
Had a different OT lady here yesterday. Can you imagine what I felt like,when she was tutt tutting because our easy chairs/lounge chairs,are far too low for me-and bad for me.
I know" they are,but what can ^I do about it?
_My husband likes them,and is perfectly happy with them......
He also thinks it a waste of his money to even help pay for rails to make our (dangerous) outside steps safer for me,(the OT lady was having kittens,says shes hardly seen worse ones!) and is happily oblivious of my need for 2nd safety grip near the bath.-or any by the loo.....
She (OT) wanted me to give me one of those inflatable cushions that lowers you into the bath,she is not at all happy about me climbing in.-but how could I explain to her,(with my husband there!)that even if I wanted one,I cant have one;as I am unable to keep it clean myself,and so it would just be another source of stress and temper
Its all so sad..........
(We had some old friends (dont see them now) but when we first moved back to the area we used to live in,we saw them a few times-and they felt so sorry for me,and my obvious discomfort,that after many months,and still no sign of a better chair for me,they gave us two recliners-
I was mortified-but at least I can get a change of position now, and its helped a lot.......)
On the positive side however,I have trimmed my hair myself and it looks better than when the hairdresser does it;)!
I am really enjoying going to the over 60s,
and the "seated exercise " group (great fun and good for me!)
and I have found out details of a dial a ride bus,so Im nearer at least,to a bit of independance!
After trying that a few times,then its the "proper bus" for me-a considerable step nearer to seeing a solicitor!
Yippee!
Oh,and Im beginning to clear out things I wont be needing/wanting in the future!!
Night night