Our relationship has always been stormy but we loved each other so we got past a lot. Now it seems like we argue everyday. I know its only one side of the story but here goes!
We have been together 15 years, I have been married once, he three times. We both have DC and DCG from past relationships. My ex was violent and controlling to me and daughter. OH has always left the exwives when DC were young. At the moment I live a long way from family but his are local although not really in contact.
Lately he doesnt seem to be interested in what is happening in my life only how life is treating him. No sympathy or support when my DF died only about how it reminded him of his fathers death. My family have lots of problems, my DGS is autistic, my mother has Parkinsons, I am disabled but he only wants to have a holiday as HE needs it and only where and when he wants to go.
Tonight for the 3rd night in a row he has started an argument and said I am various things such as useless( the least of it!) and has gone to bed. I admit that maybe the house could be tidier but I struggle with mobility and find it hard to get things tidy
I sometimes wish that I lived alone and didnt have to worry every night that he was going to start again. I dont want to have to start again, have done that once when my marriage ended, then when myself, DD and DGS went to live abroad, and then when I returned. I dont know what to do. I cant ask my family for help, they have enough to deal with, but I cant go on like this.
Sorry to go on but I just need to vent. I know I have to find my own way out of this. The daft thing is I also know deep down we love each other but oh its hard!
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