Silverlady, how are you feeling today? Please, please seek some support - you sound to be at a very low ebb. As another poster has just suggested, contact the Samaritans if you are feeling that you can’t go on. You know, you can - you are strong, but I dare say you aren’t feeling that right now. You are so much more than the man who is your biological Father, and you can beat his influencene. He is the one with the problem, not you, but his nastiness is wearing you down, and eating at your self esteem even though he is thousands of miles away.
Please seek support - go to your gp for the first step. There is help out there.
Take care, and keep posting here.
Baby Reindeer - anyone watched it?
Alphabetical girls and boys names January 2024