ValerieF - I haven't been waiting 18 months. During this time I have been trying to find out the background and what to do in amongst grieving for my husband who died suddenly with no warning at 56 yrs old, my dad dying 5 months later, my cousin dying one month later and almost losing my house because
I couldn't cope with so much grief. So, I didn't need my sister causing problems for me with my mum on top. I really loved my husband and was devastated and to have my dads dying in hospital - I wasn't even told he was in hospital dying. It also happened too fast. I found out my dad had died via sisters facebook- How? - she posted photos of my dad dying and then dead for the world to see. I was distraught and horrified. Then my sister takes my mum in and denies me access. So, I've had 18 + months of sheer hell. Could you sort all this out when you were still grieving for your husband who you loved more than life itself? I don't understand why I can't see my mum either. My sister has banned me, my other sister and her own daughter
(my niece) from seeing mum. Mum made me promise years ago that I would keep her out of a care home no matter what- I'm frightened to get welfare or social services involved in case they put her in a care home. I honour my promises come what may, So, I have to tread carefully. I contacted the police and they said they couldn't do anything. I contacted my solicitor and she can't do anything. My BIL is so aggressive he is likely to push me off his property (even though he lives in a council house he rents off the council). He wouldn't be adverse to thumping me. So, mum is isolated from the rest of her family and I can do nothing unless I break my promise to a much loved mum and would the upset kill her? I suspect mums money is at the bottom of it all. My sister has power of attorney and is using mums money and my sister has persuaded mum to change her will leaving out everyone but herself. Mum has alot of money. Me, I'd rather have my mum but I can't break a promise that I made to her. I love her too much to do that. Mum didn't want to come and live with me because it would have meant her leaving the area she has lived in most of her life.
I have too many important commitments to be able to uproot. I have sent my mum flowers and presents/letters but I never hear anything back. Mum is deaf and according to my sister if mum hasn't seen people for a few months she forgets who they are. What else can I do? On top of this I'm grieving for my husband, my dad, my cousin and a pet.I'm also very lonely and worried about my life being over. So, ValerieF you can see I haven't been doing nothing for 18 months. I have sort out help from doctors - useless - :I have sort help from counsellors - useless. I was chatted up by a man at work who turned out to be a red flag -No-one wants to help or can help. Then my sister does this and I believe it's all for money. I need to be cut some slack and have some of my life turned into good things. I cry most nights and don't want to live. Even the Samaritans make me annoyed - they listen but that's it. I don't need more people berating me. I need positive things in my life now but I love my mum. She is old and frail but I still will honour my promise. I know I should grow up, get myself together and keep banging on my sisters door, get thumped, involve the police, care homes etc but I can't do this. If anyone has a magic solution please tell me because since I was 4 yrs old I have had a life of sheer hell. Life has not been good to me and I count my blessings i'm still going. Thanks for all the advice from others on this site - boy oh boy could I do with some goodness and love for a change. x