Susieq62
I think I may binge watch !
My mum left my dad in 1964 for another man. She couldn’t afford to take us with her. It was unheard of for women to leave their children in the 60s. I was 14 and my brother was 12 and nobody knew how to cope! My mum never stopped feeling guilty even though we told her time after time it wasn’t her fault. She was so bullied ! She was brave as well. The 2nd marriage was a nigh5mare as well ??
I left my husband and 2DS aged 12&14 in 1994 after suffering 11 years of his infidelity and obnoxious behaviour, foolishly thinking he'd find doing it all alone so difficult he'd ask me to get back and HE would leave Me go to his bit on side who lived with mother at the time- big mistake I've never recovered from, he didn't, he just carried on really badly with kids suffering her moving in 3 weeks later and calling the shots! I returned home 4months later and we had a war of the roses arrangement in small house that didn't work either, so having got financially independent I bought a house and#2 son only moved with me, #1son didn't want to leave his room that he'd just got sorted to his liking(boys!!) I struggled for4years and did my best but the guilt never goes and now #2 son spouts dreadful lies about me being cruel and mean to him(he was spoiled rotten in my guilt) everything from being constantly drunk to force feeding him?!? Utter crap) and no longer has any contact nor do his 3 little ones, he used me for help when they had 3# under 5 and couldn't cope, took all my expensive gifts offered then dumped me.i believe in my heart of hearts that I deserve it for being so bad as to leave them albeit In a comfortable home with father. Women feel guilt- men feel liberated........