to feel a little less in favour of equal rights this am.

For context I should say that I have been a long-time supporter of equal rights for everyone. Whenever I’ve been in a position to do so I have spoken out in their favour.
I am an old woman now and have been observing the lock down rules carefully since they began.
Yesterday, a large number of young people decided to flout the rules on lockdown and raise the risk of a second spike in covid deaths which has the potential to cause more deaths than occur in police custody. For me, at the very least, it would extend my time in lockdown during in addition to the isolation in which I have missed two family funerals and what should have been a large 21st birthday party.
I'm finding it a little hard to be sympathetic to people who care so little for me.