POGS thanks for that. When I was there in 92- I was taught a lesson I'd never forget by an older woman from East Berlin, recently reunited. Staying with young teachers and academics- who were obviously winners in the Wende- keen to travel and to advance (they were still on much lower salaries than West Berlin teachers in 92- and not allowed to apply across the town either- this is how I natually saw it too.
One day, I was walking in the old part of East Berlin and came across a patch of allotments- surrounded by building sites. It was beautiful and moving, flowers but mainly veg- each patch with its little shed and a bench, and fencing all around, the odd Trabant at the back with chickens living in it. I was happily taking pictures when this older lady (probably about my age now)- came out- wearing an apron and a scarf tied back on her head- and started shouting at me 'what are you doing here - go away'- I explained that I was an English teacher on a teacher exchange at such and such a school and it was ma day off- and that I thought the allotments were so beautifu. Her face softened and she said- 'come in, will have coffee and cake'. We chatted- and she started complaining about the building sites and the new road- and how the allotments would soon be destroyed and the land built on. Trying to help- I made a terrible mistake and said something like 'but at least now you are free' and she exploded 'Free, she said- yes I am f*****ing free to be poor, to have nothing, to have no job and my husband, my son and my daughter neither- free to be nothing and have nothing. The only happy thing in my life is this allotment, and soon I won't even have that- so you can take your ***** BACK, I don't want it. That kind of freedom is of NO use to me'
and she burst out crying- I cried too we hugged, I apologised- we had more coffee and cake and cried again as I left. And of course I've never seen her again. But as you can see the rich getting richer, and the poor poorer, all over the world, and x10000000 in ex communist countries- she is so often on my mind- and I think I just about get what she was trying to say.