Hello Girls
Just got back from a lovely lunch with my dance friends, took my little dog, thinking I could give her a walk by the sea before and after, but the wind and rain was too much, I managed 5mins before and then after I didn't even try as it was right on the seafront and I had visions of being swept out to sea! I had a quick look on here before I left, which meant I left with a tear in my eye but no time to reply
Librachickthank you, that was a lovely but sad post and you are right and I am going to take your advise and try to move on, it is the only thing to do, I'm going insane with grief whilst they are enjoying my agony. I will pray for you too Librachick and all on here, I do think God is the only one that can help.
Smileless we all seem to be in the same place today. My D gave me the evil eye in the court waiting room, when I had envisaged her running into my arms, saying how sorry she was for all of this and then coming home with me, such are dreams and I have lost my S too, I find that really difficult to tell people and avoid doing so, as how could they possible understand the power of a Narcissist. I used to jump at the doorbell thinking 'is it them!' and I couldn't wait to turn my mobile on after my classes thinking 'today there will be a message form her and it will be all over', but 14months down the line I've stopped that, but still think 'could it be...'
Celebgran so sorry you are feeling so unwell, the stress and grief are a contributing factor for sure, I hope you get your medications sorted quickly so you can get back on your feet and continue your lovely dancing.
When this first happened, I got my childhood bible out, which I pray with every night on my knees with a pair of little Laila's sock, that I found from when she lived with me, but inside the bible was a little stick-it note saying "For a special Mummy, breakfast in bed, Love from Jenni" with a smiley face, written in little girls handwriting!
for you all xx
Alison Hammond waxwork. Is it a joke?
Mattress causing back pain - or is it me getting old?? Advice please.