Cut out of their lives 3

Didn't do too well with my and did I !!

Smileless I need that injection! I feel really bad today, worsted I've felt in years, cancelled everything, apart from my hygienist this morning, at £50 pay in advance, I soldiered on for that. I enjoyed the choc and shop party yesterday, bought some make-up and we won some lovely [cupcakes] and a doggie hamper for Lilly, so that was good.
Glad you have someone to go to the hospital with Celebgran and good luck
Oh Marelli your dream is showing you what you want and hope for, the same as all of us on here, hope you get it
Hope your mum gets home safe and well Smileless, good job she is only a few doors away from you.
Sugarpuff and for all [spring] [daffodil] just testing to see how one gets the lovely little flower [blash]
Off to die now with my flu and no wine for 7 days as I'm on penicillin and another unpronounceable tablet, I'm going to a lovely 'ladies lunch' at the casino on Wednesday, so I'll be on soda water and lime

To Glammanana
Unfortunately there are very few family members left now. My other kids have also offered various pieces of help but all offers are refused. I think the son in law has a lot of answering to do here. My daughter works, son in law does not. My daughter's family have offered help his family have not. My daughter cant see this or does not want to see it. I dont know what more I can do. I have other stresses going on at the moment too and I would have liked some support. I dont want the other famliy members to be against her but they all say she has had all sorts of chances and still goes on doing the silliest things and putting her kids in danger. I had a heart attack during her last episode of this sort of stuff so she is putting me at risk too.
Sugarpufffairy xx

Oh Marelli that is sad, I have had many dreams about my daughter I know how real they see and how sad we . We wake.

Took the photo of our 3 grand daughters to show our elderly neibor bless her she so wanted to see, she knew mollie like we did.

On bright note so glad your mum doing well smileless.

We had lovely evening with good friends and Chris our friend has offered to take me on Tuesdays he has scan too on same day so I will wait for him and vice versa, it was so kind of him to offer!

Sleep well all of you x

Good news about your mum, Smileless! And yes, you are quite right - Spring is springing! Hope is on the horizon - as it always is!

That's the worst thing about lovely dreams isn't it Marelli you wake up. It probably was due to the research you were doing yesterday. I hope the sadness hasn't been as bad for you today. for you as spring has begun and in a few months it'll be summer and let's hope it brings some for us all.

Hope your report is going well Nightowl.

Just got back from the hospital and mum is looking well so hopefully she'll be coming home soon . Thank you all for your good wishes.

Last night I had the strangest dream....(there's a song there, isn't there?) I dreamed that I was in my dressing gown in the car park at our local town centre, and my DD who has estranged herself for the second time now, came smiling towards me, saying that life is too short for us to be apart like this. We hugged and and told each other that we loved each other....then I woke up.
I'm putting it down to the fact that I was researching my own mother's family online yesterday afternoon, and printing out lots of birth, marriage and death certificates. It's stayed with me all day, this 'kind of sadness'.

So glad you're still enjoying the poem Smileless I'm glad I posted it now.

I have a horrible report to write now (the joys of self-employment!) so I must tear myself away from gransnet. Have a lovely day all of you

Bless you smileless telepathy just sent you pm!

We been to solicitor twice before, they were very inefficient, long story,
Daughter would. to agree to mediation and insists I see psychiatrist however my gp said it would be up to the judge not her. Not that I would worry over that.

Not sure is worth then stress just we Panic at the passage of time. And the latest nasty trick reference photo.

You can get plenty advice from your brother then !

Must get back to chores ugh!

Morning ladies. Great news about your bp Celebran and that you're managing to relax . If you are considering going to court you really do need to see a family solicitor. My bro. did family law for years. The first thing they'll ask is if you're prepared to go to mediation. In his experience this is often successful and court proceedings can be avoided. Of course both parties need to agree and if it ends up going to court the judge will be made aware which party wasn't prepared to try mediation.

Your hubby is right to try and see if your d will agree to supervised monthly visits first. Have you thought about who would be supervising? Going to court could be extremely traumatic for you both as Yogagirl can attest too. I hope your d will agree to some form of contact so you all can be spared court proceedings.

Oh poor you Yogagirl, fancy getting man flu; perhaps an injection might help . Glad you enjoyed your photo shoot. Chocolate and jewellery party, you lucky thing, those are two of my most favorite things . Good idea to see if you can get a copy of your original court application. It would be great if you could prove once and for all what a liar you s.i.l. is. Isn't it awful that you have to go to such lengths to prove that you're the honest and decent person every one should know you are.

Hope you're feeling a little better Librachick and that you're enjoying your knitting Dollie. Keep reading the poem you posted Nightowl, fridge was a good place to put it as I'm always going in there .

Happy Sunday every one for you all, well it's officially the first day of Spring. Visiting mum this afternoon and hoping to find her on the mend.

Oh yogagirl hope you better soon! Party sounds fun!

Feel for you seeing photo that was us last Sunday.

Not sure as my husband will be doing it for me, but really wonder if all stress is worth it do t want be ill again. So very hard.

Will let him write if he gets round to it men!

Good idea to have copy of that, yes know what you mean about needing representation in court, horrid thing to have to think about.

Oh well we have friends round this evening but must tidy up later spot ironing maybe?!

Enjoy day all of you.

Morning Girls
I said the fateful words 'I never get ill' on Thursday. and now I have 'man flu'! but as I'm a women I'll be fine . Got my early morning Yoga class so need to find some energy! Off to a chocolate and jewellery party with my ND this afternoon
My photo shoot on Friday was quite good fun, amateur photograhers practicing their shots .
I've decided to asked the courts for a copy of my original application, so I can forward to all family members to show I ticked the box saying GC well looked after and loved, as what my s.i.l said is so vile, I want to make sure there is no doubt I am telling the truth and it will also prove my nasty s.i.l is a dangergous liar!!
After 5yrs Celebgran maybe you should go to court but its not a nice thing to go through. I could do the paper work ok, but I think you need a lawyer when it comes to the court hearing, as they 'talk the talk' and we dont. But let your hubby try for monthly visits first.
Glad your mum's had her op and on the road to recovery Smileless
Thank you Librachick for your positive words for us all on here.
My ND came round last night, she had a new photo of GC, she said to me 'prepare yourself mum they look so different, all grown up!' which they did, but still my precious GC, little Jack has come out of his babyhood, and my Laila looking quite tall now

Libra that was a very positive few words and I totally agree just reading in when parents hurt that it helps no one to feel anger at yourself, even if you feel you made mistakes hey we all do and that is no reason to be sad for rest of your life.

Enjoy each day the best we can and focus o. What we do have, also trying to let of of anger and bitterness which will destroy us if not.

Forgive the perpetrator ie estranged child we don't really know what they going through (my words) a new take on it for me,

Smileless you do very well for a technophobe!

I have bee relaxing today! We tried to take Rosie out when rain cleared but she would not go far, bless. Husband pointed out she had been going up and down stairs all morning to be with me!

Glad your mum over op smileless! Been worry for you.

We had lovely night out last night our favourite duo trick of trade loads dancing and fish and chips included ! With our good friends too.

There are no easy answers to ph dilemma. Regarding my daughter I can't bear to see them of her so that solves that and her beautiful graduation and wedding pics are in our loft !
Baby mollie our first and adored Gra daughter still looks at me from last photo of us all 3. Together to other favourite of me holding her the rare times my daughter brought her to visit.

Husband now says he wants to write try speak to her to ask for monthly supervised contact or we will go to court?? He feels the photo o. Facebook was last straw. Oh dear I am not sure if he means it or just wants to appeas me either way photo shook us rigid.

Yogagirl glad you ok no sadly will go on my own to my 2nd scan dear Joan our elderly neibor asked if I would like her to come but at her age I will be looking after her bless her. At least should not feel so ill.
Also good news my blood pressure come down to healthy. 134/84 even lower some days and pulse rate good too so at last half strength beta blocker seems enough.

Sorry drone on about health here! Husband taking me for steak meal bottle wine offer at pub few miles away so one of us will drink most wine!
I am paying as has couple surprise clients last week, one regular come out hospital and one old client rang for appt last time she said her eyebrows were too thin! So I was very very careful this time, I have new eyebrow shape wooden sticks very weeny! It is all about what client wants!
Felt pleased she came back eventually!
She was pleased.

Libra hope injection works for you. I had cortisone one for my foot couple times it worked like magic

My good friend said last night your daughter is warped! That hurt even if I agree she is still my daughter.. Must be hard to people to know what to say.

Have good weekend all of you hope you feeling brighter now Dollie and the knitting going well!

PS that [gran] should have been a . I've just realised that if there's one thing worse than being a technophobe, it's being a technophobe who can't type properly!!

Morning ladies. Just got back from my walk, mist has gone and the sun is trying to break through. Visited mum yesterday and she's doing OK. She's had a shoulder replacement; don't know when she's likely to be discharged and will go and see her again tomorrow.

That's a good idea Librachick, it saves the when you tell someone who hasn't had an injection that you hope it works - who was the silly billy who did that [gran]. It certainly sounds like a good idea but I couldn't understand what you were talking about - Oh the curse of being a technophobe. Not to worry, I'll get my hubby to show me; it'll only take him several weeks before I get the hang of it .

You're right, we are L'Oreal girls and so worth it. Good for you, take them their Easter eggs, why shouldn't you. You're simply doing what all decent gparents do, and they're doing what no decent human being would even think of doing.

Ooh Yogagirl I hate needles so please don't make me have an injection . Don't know what the answer to to the photo situation is. It probably isn't the photo's but the awful situation you, and all of us are in. I get nights when I can't sleep too I suppose it's something we need to expect from time to time.

I think the more we try not to think about the children and grand children we've lost, the more we do. Hope you enjoyed your photo shoot and had a better night's sleep last night.

Hope you're OK Celebgran and getting in some relaxation time.

Enjoy your weekend ladies.

Celebgran, I get confused who said what, so what I do now is:- open gransnet.com/forum, copy all the conversations that I haven’t read, paste them on to a blank word document, then answer as I go along, then delete the conversation I am replying to. Then copy and paste onto gransnet.com [grins]

Celebgran, hope all is well on the scan front, not sure about the dye injection!!

mollie & Celebgran, 8 months is not a long time to get to know your GC and them you. I am so sorry for your both.

Haha Smileless, it was me that had cortisone injection.
Such a shame, you don’t know what he looks like, sounds like etc, must be heart breaking and soul destroying. Don’t know if it’s better not knowing or knowing them too well as me and Hubby do. We had really major hands on time with all three of my GC, nearly every weekend, the eldest was GS was 9years old on 05.012.13 and first time not allowed to call him or give him a present for his birthday.
Glad to hear your Mum’s op went well, I wish her a rapid recovery. Patient confidentiality .
It’s okay to be wrong, we’re not perfect.

Yogalgirl, I was the same terrible night; cortisone injection was giving me jip. I actually took 2 Kalms night tablets, didn’t help. So I was on FB between 2 - 5 am this morning and looking at my albums with the 3 GC on. Enjoy your photo shoot, is this a glam-gran photo shoot? You could have a night cap wine when you come home.

I was really notty yesterday, I bought 3 chocolate Easter bunnies for the GC and going to take them over at Easter, don’t give a hoot what D thinks. Hubby’s not too sure evil-

Grans for us

We fail when we are hard on ourselves. We fail when we lack kindness to ourselves. We fail when we experience a shortage of love for ourselves.

Be positive it’s not going to be easy; it’s going to be really hard. We’re going to have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you, I want all of you, forever, you and me to be positive every day.

So come on ladies, let’s be kind to ourselves as we would to others and be positive for ourselves also, we’re L’Oreal girls we’re worth it .

Morning Girls
Give that injection to Smileless Librachick then she'll definately not forget who it belongs to
Strange they wont give your brother any info on your mum's op Smileless as he is a next of kin. Glad to hear its all over for her and I wish her a speedy recovery.
Well done on getting your first scan over with Celebgran, it must have been very scary for you, was it painful when they injected you with the dye? I've heard it feels very cold.
I had a dreadful nights sleep last night, thinking about my beloveds (even with the 'Kalms night' tab), my ND said the same! The pain doesn't lessen does it , I am wondering if I'm making my feelings worse, with all the pics of them everywhere I cannot push them to the back of my mind, no matter how much I try, I think of them all day, but not every second of the day, as I did when all this began.
I'm off to a photo shoot tonight with my dancing friends, not done one before, so feel I should make the effort, trouble is my Friday night fish & chips and glass of wine are calling me, which I would have to forgo if I go out

Oops, sorry Dollie as I said in my previous post I'm just not 'with it' , so, hope the injection works for for Librachick. Better get off to bed before I make another mistake.

Night night ladies

Dollie think smileless mean libra who is having cortisone. Jab do hope works for her.

Usually me gets confused due to when typing can't see recent posts!

Smileless don't worry dear you got enough stress about your mum. Glad ordeal over and now got next tues but that won't be so bad.

Snap mollie was only 8 months old ! Will treasure those 8 months for ever in my heart. Still have huge pic of me cuddling her in our bedroom sometimes it breaks my heart so out of date and wonder about putting away but still there! Have put one or 2 away.

Hope you all have relaxing evening

Injection what injection??? Lol

Evening ladies. My bro 'phoned the hospital this afternoon and was told mum was fine the surgery went well but due to patient confidentiality they couldn't tell him what she'd had done so they can tell him every thing else but not that!! Will have to wait until tomorrow when we go to visit to find out more.

So sorry Celebgran with so much going on with mum I forgot to wish you well for your scan today ; hope every thing was OK.

I think one of the reasons I can't look at photo's of our dear gsYogagirl and Librachick is bec. he was only 8 months old when we last really saw him and he'll have changed so much since then . Apart from brief glimpses I don't really know what he looks like, what his voice sounds like and how he sounds when he laughs. So looking at baby pictures in a way feels like looking at photo's of a stranger. Which I suppose to us he is, and to him we certainly will be.

Hope the injection helps Dollie, hubby had one a few years ago for his back and it was amasing how much relief it gave him.

Hope you've had some positive news regarding the offer of the house for your D SugarPlumFairy; my apologies for not picking up on your post before , don't seem to be 'with it' at the moment .

Legs have been OK today but I've had back ache instead , will have to see how I get on at the gym in the morning. At least I have a lovely massage to look forward too after my work out .

Have a good evening every one.

Libra chick I think you've got the wrong person

Well Grans hope you are all well.

Loved your poem Nightowl, glad you enjoy and get some warmth from this thread. Glad you have joined us. I find this is a good thread, I just pop in and out, not on everyday, but love reading up on everyone and their lives.

SugarPlumFairy, hope your D will accept the house and help you to worry less.

Celebgran, how did the heart scan go? I don’t like chocolate [smiles], H said I’m not a real woman – don’t like chocolate, shoes, handbags, shopping, but I do run like a woman he said…. Hee hee

MiceElf & Smileless, I had a full wall with photo’s of D, SIL and GC in the lounge. I took them all down, it was too painful. However, I do still have a couple in the hall and one in the kitchen/diner.

MiceElf, sorry your hurting so bad, you never know but you might get to see them again one day. We can only hope, but we need to get on with our own lives, life is too short to be in pain all the time. I hated it when we used to go somewhere we had taken the GC, but now I make positive comments about places, I comment to Hubby, remember when X did this, did that etc, and we have a chuckle.

Smileless, sorry to hear about your Mum, hope the surgery goes well.
Can’t believe we wear you out D0llie

Went to see Fred MacAullay and Arlene Stuart at a posh school (Loretto, in Musselburgh), last night for a “bit of banter”, absolutely great, he is so funny, didn’t realise he was so short though.

Well I have had a problem with my hip for weeks (hip bursitis (inflammation of the hip bursa), got voltarol cream and co-codamol last week, but it wasn’t working, so had a cortisone injection this morning, will take between 6 - 8 weeks to take effect. Awfully painful .

for all, keep happy and safe.

SugarPlumFairy re your post on 22nd I do hope things will get better for you and your DDs family what a worry for you is there any way you can convince her to accept the house mentioned ? is she frightened of thinking she has let you down in any way,maybe another member of the family maybe can get a more positve response from her it may be worth a try,I have only just read this new thread and am sorry you have had to wait a while for a response.