Well that was a seriously underwhelming boring damp crappy Christmas, which kind of brings to the near end a pretty shitty year .
My DH whom I love dearly has the polar opposite idea of what family Christmas- family- joy-parties gatherings- is all about.
Now I know that some people don't really do large family gatherings.
With my DH this extends to all family at all times of the year for anything. My 50th birthday next year " I don't know why you insist on a party" for our 10th anniversary also next year " don't bother arranging anything I don't want a party or anything" "Don't buy me anything for Christmas I'm not buying you anything" ( he really didn't either) "don't buy me anything for my birthday I hate birthdays/Christmas/general joyfulness"
I find myself feeling very sad today, I've been thinking about all the times I always give him what he wants, when, where , with whom.
I feel very unequal, this is not a good feeling.
He would be upset if he knew i felt like this, because he is a genuinely caring man, he just doesn't understand or acknowledge the amount of allowances I make, and i guess I am feeling a little resentful.
Its kinda all his family, friends, wants , needs etc. how can someone be so kind but so blind...
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