Marmite it sounds like you live in a very isolated house "sheep baahing in field" and not much more?
Have you considered moving? Don't know where you live but around me there are lots of sheltered houses. By sheltered I mean...own living accommodation but with communal areas where residents meet as and when they choose?
I am not in that position yet so not looked into it but I know I do love my own company very much. Sometimes I don't feel I get enough of it Then I wonder what I would feel like if I were completely alone? Who knows?
I hate the thought of people feeling lonely though so am sympathetic to you. Hope you adjust again soon xxx
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