AIBU to be so up and down?

My thoughts are very much with you, but try not to dwell on next year, as everyone is different, and you’ve shown already that you’re a force to be reckoned with!

What an amazing woman you are, to come and share this with us.
NanaandGrampy has made an excellent suggestion.

I understand what you mean, about not being part of their story soon. I have the same fear. It hurts so much knowing you will not see your grandchild growing up, I'm sure she will always have happy memories of you.
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I understand, but you will always be a part of their story Ella

Sending kindest thoughts

Just want to send a big hug ??

Ellakeat ????

Oh Ella

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Madgran77 from the day my granddaughter was born, I have kept a diary for her. Reminisces from bef9re she was born, a bit of family history and memories of time spent with her. I will keep writing in it, i actually really enjoy it!

That's good! It will be so precious to her. Ofcourse it hurts ...bring that gin and chocolate on eh!

Would appreciate that NanaandGrampy I know nothing about vodeo rec9rding, but might be nice. Or not. Might need a makeup lesson first?

Nans not mans lol !

Such sad news , expressed with such fortitude! Hats off to youEllakeat .

Don’t forget to record some video too for your family. I treasure hearing my mum or my mans voice now they are gone.

There is a great free app ( I’ll search for it and send you the link) created by a lady who wanted to leave some video recordings and it’s in the form of questions that you answer in mini snippets.

Sending you a hug for the low times x

I have a tumour on my brain which they are not looking too closely at, but it does explain my struggling for the right words in real life.
If I do the same on here, you know why?

Madgran77 from the day my granddaughter was born, I have kept a diary for her. Reminisces from bef9re she was born, a bit of family history and memories of time spent with her. I will keep writing in it, i actually really enjoy it!
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Dont get me wrong, I know everyone will be fine without me, it just hurts that I wont see it?

Gin and chocolate should fix it ?

That’s such a shock. Hopefully you’ll be able to enjoy moments with your lovely family over the next weeks and months. It’s a reminder that we should all make the most of whatever time we have. Lots of love and hugs?

I look at my children, my grandchildren, and think I will not be a part of their story soon.

A small suggestion for what it is worth. When you feel like this, maybe you could focus on leaving them memories of you. Pictures; a letter; mementoes that mean something to them? Make up a box for each of them. Or write about things in a notebook for them to keep and read?

I don't know if that would help but maybe??

So sorry .There are no words but we send you our love?

I'm sorry to hear your news.

It’s absolutely no help , but I feel for you, very much.

((((hugs)))) there no words