Iam64, I did once lose the will to,live over 'pick up and knit' the edging band for a big slouch cardi I was supposed to be knitting for my sister. The yarn was black, so hard to see the sts anyway, and after multiple attempts and a lot of swearing and frustration, I abandoned the bl**dy thing. Luckily the yarn was not expensive!
There is some pick up and knit on this one, but it's very minor and the yarn isn't black. But I will check YouTube anyway, thanks for the tip!
Son on rebound - wants to marry