Thank you to everyone for your thoughtful and loving responses. I agree music is very important and I was actually able to sign my grandson to sleep the other night. This is amazing because I have an awful voice
"It's never the length of life that is important it's the quality" resonates with me because the reason my grandson went into cardiac arrest is because he has restrictive cardiomyopathy which is degenerative so a transplant is normally the treatment. However, they will not consider him for transplant due to his lack of function due to the anoxic brain injury. With that said the prognosis is about 3 years...I have not lost hope and I do believe in miracles, but it makes me want to spend as much time with him as possible. So my next heartbreak is that my daughter, husband and grandson are moving about 1000 miles away from me in June. He got a great job and the state they are going to is able to provide much better and more services for my grandson. Thanks everyone for the validation of my feelings and helping me feel much less alone <3
I feel so angry with Meghan & Harry