Thanks f77ms and cornergran.
I am indeed finding all this very difficult. I am struggling with the isolation but I don't like the place/area that I live in. I am hoping that if I find another house I will like the place enough for the isolation not to matter as much.
I was really stupid and looked at FB and there was a nippy comment. I hate that my own DCs seem to prefer anything but me. On the other hand I am not so happy with their way of life.
I don't really think that I have much option but to try to find a new and happier life than this. My options are stay here and be shouted at and criticised and financially used or be alone somewhere else without the stresses. I don't want the abuses.
I will tell someone. Probably the GP and ask for it to be noted.
Thanks ladies.
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