Hi everyone
Some may have read my post after my husband died recently
I'm looking for some help today because instead of getting better I seem to be getting worse
I am eating much too much I am not going out because I am working from home and I don't see anyone from one week to the next
I do have two children but they get on with their life and don't really see much of them, so I feel that I have lost everything and have no actual family because I don't see them they don't make any effort to visit me orr call me to see how their Mum is coping with loosing dad and how she coping with living alone
I have resorted to airing my problems because when I woke this morning the feeling of despair was all consuming
I have to face a days work dealing with awful rude people and to be honest I realllly don't know what I'm going to do about any of this
I'm sorry to burden you I don't mean to burden anyone
I'm just hoping that someone will say something that will help me to stop feeling so full of despair
