My in-laws put enormous pressure on my DH not to marry me, because I am white and he is Indian. I had one excruciating visit to their house before we were married. Future FiL went into another room as soon as I arrived and didn't re-emerge. Future DH and I made stilted small talk with his sisters (who were okay with our relationship) and I smiled and nodded at his mum, who spoke very little English. I knew she had tried to split us up, so I felt very nervous. Then she said what sounded like "Guest trouble" and disappeared for the rest of the afternoon. I said nothing but presumed that meant that she didn't like me. When I really got to know her, I realised that she had said "Gas trouble." She did suffer with her stomach, poor woman.
We married against their wishes but MiL accepted it, whereas it took years for FiL to thaw. When we had children, it helped. We used to visit the in-laws' house and MiL liked to feed everyone. I think that she did get fond of me. It was hard for us to communicate but she would always talk to me about her ailments and I always said sympathetic things.
FiL refused all invitations to our house and only came round once, when my mum died. MiL came too, and when both of our DDs were born. A total of three visits. Maybe just as well, as DH's sister told me that her mum had said, "I never thought that my son would live in a house with dirty skirting boards." Grrr....
Both lived into their 80s, FiL dying in 2019 and MiL four months later, in early 2020. I am genuinely sorry that MiL is gone. I did grow fond of her. I can't truly say that I grieved deeply for my FiL. We did have a sort of relationship that developed over the years, and I was sorry to see him become so frail, but we never had a meaningful conversation in more than 40 years. DH was never close to him either. He was a very difficult man.
Our Welfare State. Is it broken?