I think that it can take a long time to recover from surgery and you should try not to worry about your current period of idleness.
After my first op I felt like you and every day the nurse that came in to change my dressing told me to relax. There is nothing wrong with watching tv, apart from finding something you actually want to watch.
You should get your mojo back soon and also volunteering.
Good luck
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