Goodness me, thank you all for your kind messages. And thank you to people who have pmed me.
I posted last night because I needed to do something and it was too late to start doing phone calls, but I wasn't expecting that response.
As lots of you know, mum and her children, but me especially, have had a strange relationship. She caused a lot of trouble between my brothers and me. Looking after her over the past 10 years or so has brought us back together and, for that, I'm very grateful.
Not really sure how I feel but I'm in charge of organisation so I'm going to be busy.