Oh Annie my heart bleeds for you. You have had so much to bear, some I know of and some I have surmised. How can I help you? Please let the love and strength of so many GNers help you through this awful loss - it will never go away but we will always be here to hold and support you xx
I have only just read this, I know nothing of your story my thoughts and heart goes out to you I can think of nothing worse than losing a child I hope your daughter has found her peace and in time you can find some too Bless you xx
Annie, I don't know you and could not even fathom your grief and pain. Am sending love and prayers for you, your family and especially for your daughter.
There are no words to soothe the pain you are feeling Annie. Just know that there is huge support and sympathy for you on GN and we can only hope that it helps a little.