Hi
My first grandchild is on the way. Happy happy me.
Grandchild is child of my son and DIL . They were married last Sept. glorious wedding.
My sons dad died tragically whe he was 8 . I was left with son and daughter ....aged 4 ....all soo very very sad and tragic.
This first expected grandchild has bought lots of emotions up for me. I am re married now ...to a fab husband ...who has been fantastic to my 2 children . He too was a widower and has experienced stillbirth with his late wife......no children from him and he and I decided that we wouldn’t hVe children .
It’s difficcult at the moment as I know he has gone back to the past when he was an expectant dad......and I have gone right back to the past and feel how lovely my first husband would be feeling at this moment knowing his beloved son( who we waited 6 years to have ) would feel right now.
Life is cruel....we all know that .
I feel so alone at the moment with my thoughts of first husband.
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